"sitting here, thinking about my life." words that I've seen more than often. but now it's my time to write them. why? why here? just for me. I think that everybody at least few times in their life wanted to be heard by a stranger. anonymous one-sided conversation. monologue that is coming right from soul. will someone see it? I hope so, but I don't think it's necessary.
enough introductions. today I face the reality again. what can be worse than a hundreds of miles between you and your soulmate? and when I say "soulmate" it's not just word that describes a familiar to you person. my soulmate is… is a part of me. I know that it's common and normal definition but… I hope you understand me. I should get back to the point of my mind gush. so what can be worse? death? it's a common answer for all questions of that type. maybe unshared love? no. nothing can be better than a feeling of pure mutual love when you get it. and now you have say goodbye to person that gives it to you. what's on my mind now after awareness of all that been said? I don't know. I felt something similar earlier. but it was like centuries ago. it's not exactly time of parting but it doesn't make any difference. you'll face it. yes, it's gonna be only in a few years, but again it doesn't make any difference.
if you're waiting for logical colophon of this… thoughts, than I have to disappoint you. it can't be completed by my. I can only wish you to feel that kind of love without any separations.
P.S. sorry if there's some mistakes in the text